Mosaic 2010 - Pinellas Public Library Cooperative
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Mosaic 2010 - Pinellas Public Library Cooperative
M O S A I C TEEN COUNTYWIDE PUBLICATION FALL 2010 • VOLUME 4 • ISSUE 1 Pinellas Public Library Cooperative M O S A I C MOSAIC TEEN COUNTYWIDE PUBLICATION FALL 2010 • VOLUME 4 • ISSUE 1 A Publication of Pinellas Public Library Cooperative Clearwater Public Library System 100 N. Osceola Avenue Clearwater, FL 33755 (727) 562-4970 Dunedin Public Library 223 Douglas Avenue Dunedin, FL 34698 (727) 298-3080 East Lake Community Library Member Libraries Safety Harbor Public Library 101 Second Street N. Safety Harbor, FL 34695 (727) 724-1525 Largo Public Library St. Pete Beach Public Library 120 Central Park Drive Largo, FL 33771 (727) 587-6715 365 - 73rd Avenue St. Pete Beach, FL 33706 (727) 363-9238 4125 East Lake Road Palm Harbor, FL 34685 (727) 773-2665 400 St. Petersburg Dr. E. Oldsmar, FL 34677 (813) 749-1178 Oldsmar Public Library St. Petersburg Public Library System Gulf Beaches Public Library Palm Harbor Public Library Seminole Community Library Gulfport Public Library Pinellas Park Public Library Tarpon Springs Public Library 200 Municipal Drive Madeira Beach, FL 33708 (727) 391-2828 5501 - 28th Avenue S. Gulfport, FL 33707 (727) 893-1074 2330 Nebraska Avenue Palm Harbor, FL 34683 (727) 784-3332 7770 - 52nd Street Pinellas Park, FL 33781 (727) 541-0718 280 - 5th Street North St. Petersburg, FL 33701 (727) 893-7318 9200 - 113th Street North Seminole, FL 33772 (727) 394-6905 138 E. Lemon Street Tarpon Springs, FL 34689 (727) 943-4922 PPLC First Countywide Amateur Photography Contest Teen Winners POEM Famous Aja Brimm, Age 13 St. Petersburg Public Library Fame is Extra Extra: 1st: Alexa Gurney Clearwater Public Library System Happy Horrible Ugly Evil Conniving Beautiful ORDINARY. It steals minds Kills souls of the innocent 2nd: Danielle Behr Largo Public Library Then slowly dies And leaves you shriveled on the floor. Don’t do it. Just. Don’t. And yet We’d all like to be Famous. PENCIL DRAWING Neka (Cat) Kayla Massize, Age 13 Pinellas Park Public Library 3rd: Victoria Schatz Palm Harbor Public Library Honorable Mention: Erin Detzler Clearwater Public Library System –– 1 –– POEM Where Does the Trail Lead? PENCIL DRAWING The White Wolf Alex Tranner, Age 11, Dunedin Public Library Molly Quinn, Age 12.5, Dunedin Public Library Where does the trail lead on Honeymoon Island? To sugary-sanded beaches where dawn fingers the horizon, starting a new day... Beside rocks we call the Jetties, where salty waves pummel upon the shore... Over the dunes where burrs embed themselves in vulnerable feet... Around tents of bright colors and umbrellas that are the only resource of shade... Where does the trail lead? Down to the glistening shore, where clear waves lap at bare toes... Through tall grass where seagulls squawk above, searching for dropped human food... Over hot sidewalks sizzling under the sun... To a black asphalt parking lot, where cars come and go day after day... Where does the trail lead? Onto the crowded beach, where sandcastles are customized by childrens’ imaginations... Beside crashing waves washing away mid-day footprints... To blankets spread over soft sand, where picnics are unsafe from lingering birds... On the sandbar where stingrays lurk and crabs scuttle... Where does the trail lead? Up weather-worn stairs, leading to the public cafe... To the aroma of hot dogs and tables sticky with melted ice cream... Through heat rays under the sun, where sunscreen is all you can smell... Above a glistening shoreline where shells are scattered everywhere... Where does the trail lead? Back over a sandy pathway leading to showers and the parking lot... To beach chairs packed up/and cars, one-by-one leaving parking spaces empty... To the beautiful sight of a yellow summer sun changing to orange slowly setting... To the evening tide receding along the shoreline taking memories of the day out to sea... Where does the trail lead? Beside crab holes deep in the ground... To the mother of day, the sun, only a rim of orange above the sea... To pink and orange clouds fading as night descends on Earth... To the sound of crickets on the beach as the day dies away... PENCIL DRAWING Daniel French, Age 14, Pinellas Park Public Library Call It! PEN & INK DRAWING Beach Life Jocelyn Hall, Age 17, St. Petersburg Public Library PHOTOGRAPHY Untitled Raina Baker, Age 15, Dunedin Public Library –– 2 –– Mitochan, Superhero SHORT STORY Reneé Giron, Age 14, Palm Harbor Public Library On a Saturday morning, I realized it was gone. I was in the middle of alphabetizing my spice cabinet when I received a call from the Mayor. “Mitochon! The city is in danger! We need you down here, STAT!” I immediately dropped the clove and the curry and called up my right-hand man, Golgi Boy. It’s not that I need a sidekick, it’s just that every superhero needs his wing man, you know? So Golgi Boy is strictly for my image. But don’t tell him that. After I got a hold of Golgi at Custom Retainers By Frederick (he’s a cashier), I went over to my SUPER SECRET CLOSET HIDDEN BEHIND THE FALSE BACK IN THE LINEN CLOSET, where I keep my cape. It was not there. This flabbergasted me, since the SUPER SECRET CLOSET HIDDEN BEHIND THE FALSE BACK IN THE LINEN CLOSET is always sealed shut and hidden behind the false back in the linen closet! Who could have gotten into it and stolen my cape? Obviously, I couldn’t fight invading bacteria without my cape. The cellular structures of Pancreas Cell #617 were just going to have to fend for themselves. Well, I did call Golgi Boy and asked him to report to the scene, but...the cellular structures of Pancreas Cell #617 were just going to have to fend for themselves. I went to work trying to find my cape. * * * * After about an hour of searching, I came to a disconcerting conclusion: MY CAPE WAS GONE! What did this mean? What DID this mean? Did someone want to take my place? Was this crime the doing of my archenemy, the mitochondrion from neighboring Pancreas Cell #616? It was already 5:00 PM, and I hadn’t eaten since breakfast. I stumbled into a grocery store and immediately headed over to the canned foods aisle. Chef Boyardee has seen me through some tough times, and I was sure that he would stand by me during my time of need. I turned down his aisle and stopped dead in my tracks. Standing there, right in front of the Holy Shelf, hand clutching the last can of cheese raviolis, was Ernest; more commonly known as my archenemy, the mitochondrion from Pancreas Cell #616. “Ernest.” He was startled and turned to face me. “Franklin.” (My real name.) “What brings you here, Ernest? Did they finally get tired and kick you out of 616?” “Franklin, your sad sense of humor never ceases to amuse me. We happen to be fresh out of Boyardee at home.” Oh, how I wish I could rip out his inner cristae membrane! “Well, I was just heading over to buy some. I see that you have the last can.” He feigned surprise and glanced down at the can in his hand, then looked up at the empty shelf. “Well, wouldya look at that.” The pompous organelle! “Give me the can, Ernest.” Sensing my desperate need for the ravioli, he popped open the can, picked one up, tilted his head back and dropped it in his mouth. The nerve! I couldn’t let him eat the rest of that precious Italian delicacy. Ernest was dropping the third ravioli in his mouth when he looked up in time to see a can of refried beans sailing toward his head. I was right behind the beans, and as they made contact with his head, I tackled him and we fell to the ground. I remembered the raviolis, and turned around to see the can falling to the ground. I forgot about Ernest as I dove for it. It landed in my hand and I quickly got the innocent raviolis to safety on the nearest shelf. I turned back to Ernest, who had recovered from the blow to his head. He grabbed a packet of taco sauce powder and retaliated by ripping open the package and hurled the powder in my eyes. I was temporarily blinded. I tried to get up but he jumped on me and I was pinned to the ground. It was then that I had an epiphany. “I DON’T NEED IT!” Ernest was so shocked by my sudden outburst that THE FLOWER 1 he lost his grip on me and didn’t even try to hold me down as I got up. He stared at me in disbelief while I spoke: “I lost my cape today, and it felt like the worst thing in the world. I thought that I couldn’t fight without it. When my life as a superhero was threatened like that, it totally freaked me out! “I thought this loss had destroyed me, but I just realized that I don’t need it! I fought you without my cape! I DON’T NEED IT! I am Mitochon, Superhero, with or without my cape!” A crowd had formed around us and they applauded as I concluded my speech. I felt so relieved that I didn’t even bother to retrieve the ravioli. Ernest was still staring as I skipped out of the grocery store. THE FLOWER 2 Karli Collins, Age 17, Tarpon Springs Library –– 3 –– Epilogue “Hey, Chuck get a load of this!” Chuck stopped dicing onions and glanced into the living room, where the 6:00 news was on television. “.. .who is on the scene. Lon?” “Thanks, Mike. I’m reporting live from a grocery store inside Pancreas Cell #617, where the superhero Mitochon had what was described as a ‘lunatic outburst’ earlier this evening...” “What a freak!” Mike was thoroughly amused. “Poor guy. He must be so confused. I heard that he lost his cape. It seems to have just really messed him up,” Chuck said. He went back to his onions. After a minute of chopping, the knife caught his finger and thick red blood saturated the cutting board. He cleared the onions off the board and grabbed the dishtowel hanging from the oven handle. It wasn’t ever meant to be a dishtowel, as Chuck could have told you. He found it outside that morning— something a bird had stolen, he guessed—and since his puppy decided to turn the previous dishtowel into a chew toy, the stray fabric became the newest member of the kitchen. It was this dishtowel that Chuck used to wipe up the blood. And since he had no knowledge of Mitochon— other than the fact that he was a superhero who had earlier lost his cape as well as his marbles—Chuck did not give any thought to the yellow capital ‘M’ sewn onto the blue fabric. PHOTOS PENCIL DRAWING The Black Pearl Chris Fanning, Age 13, Pinellas Park Public Library POEM My Mother Chasley Toliver, Age 13, Oldsmar Public Library I’m dedicating this poem to my mother. She has been there to put up with my faults and short-comings ever since I was born. I love you sooo much mom and I’ll do anything for you. POEM A Sick-Sick Poem© Ora J. Walluale, Age 14, St. Petersburg Public Library Slowly but surely you feel left out. You feel like the world is turning on you, You want to cry but there’s no use, You want to scream but no one will hear you, Like there’s no use of trying because no one will tell You, you did a good job, The love of your life just called you a word I can’t even type, You find out that your dad is dying from something you can’t even pronounce. Your mother’s in prison for life because she killed your step dad, And you wish you can wake up from this nightmare but you can’t, SO WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO? POEM POEM LIFE OF SOMEONE ELSE Taylor Edgar, Age 14, Tarpon Springs Public Library My Loathing Soul Mownika Montripragada, Age 13, Palm Harbor Public Library Why did you do that to me my bad soul? Why did you kill me and take me to hell? I thought you were as trustworthy as coal. You were more than a tiny little cell. You made my good life a hole that is black. I told you all I can like a daughter. You hurt my heart more than a bomb attack. I thought you will never be a slaughter. What did I ever do to you my soul? You are a devil that kills good people. I had a wonderful, such a good goal. I thought my life will be a tough steeple. I cannot believe you did this to me. I hate you for making me like a flea. For all the things I didn’t say, About how I felt along the way. For the love you gave and the work you’ve done, Here’s appreciation from your admiring son. You cared for me as a little tot, When all I did was cry a lot, And as I grew your work did too. I ran and fell and got black and blue. I grew some more and it didn’t stop; Now you had to become a cop, To worry about mistakes I’d make; You kept me in line for my own sake. I got older, and the story repeated; You were always there whenever I needed. You guided me and wished me the best, I became wiser and knew I was blessed. I would go back and just redo, All the little things you asked me to. I would go back and change the fights, And everything I had said in spite. So, for all the times I didn’t say, The love I felt for you each day, Mom, read this so you can always see Just how much you mean to me. All you say is to be true to yourself and everyone around you, How can she do that when you don’t do that yourself? Then you drag her in, Your guilt, Guilt’s others into lying with you, No not with you, FOR you. Not true to your word, Not true to yourself, How is there any room to grow if you still are? Life has been hard so far, Compared to others people say it’s heartbreaking, Tragic. Yet it is still not over, She used to fear it will never be, She still kind of does, With things looking up, She can relax. Still with the emotions trapped inside, How is she ever to realize its over? Well almost over, There is still more to come, and there always will be, That’s the way of life, When everything looks down...look up, you’ll find light somewhere in the clouds. –– 4 –– POEM POEM Alianna Perez, Age 12, St. Petersburg Public Library System Till Death Do Us Part Somewhere in the World Right Now Kaitlin Murick, Age 14, Pinellas Park Public Library Somewhere in the world right now, A baby is being born to a mother with excruciating pain and agony. She cries as her husband tries to comfort her while the doctor panics during the bloodcurdling screams of the mother. Your words freeze the heart, Your selfish greed rips the soul apart. You whisper in tune with the night. Setting demons alive with fright. Somewhere, quantities of ducklings hatching out of the eggs they were formed in; the mother duck delighted to see her very own chicks. You shatter all reality in one swift movement. You greet innocent, loving souls with your blatant torment. You held my heart in your hands with such pride, Only to snicker and giggle as I died. Somewhere else, a toad is hopping over land in search of its food. It blends with the dark, fallen leaves as it hops across the shore of a pond. Every time I close my eyes, I see all the times we’ve laid and cried. Holding each other in tight embrace. I’d give anything, to see your face. Yet, somewhere else, a wife is leaning against her husband’s chest, finding that his heartbeat matches hers. The look in your eyes could never be forgotten, Same to be said for your kiss, And somwhere right now, a toddler is learning how to walk by himself. He topples over every time, but is determined to get it right. Your touch, supported by words of kindness Previously unsought, Are what kept me blind in false bliss. Somewhere in the world right now, a cricket chirps through the cold, crisp night, its sound echoed by a plethora of other crickets close by. Every time I close my eyes, I see all the times we’ve laid and cried. Holding each other in tight embrace. I’d give anything, to see your face. And somewhere else, a little girl is in a sandbox, filling her pail with the warm, glowing sand being scooped up by her red, plastic shovel. Somewhere, a kid is finishing her draft, pleased to see her work. She only has one sentence left: Somewhere In The World Right Now POEM PERSPECTIVE Alexis Martinez, Age 17, Tarpon Springs Public Library Seeing doesn’t help you believe Open your minds for what lays before your very eyes Many facts are deceiving But, in some ways anything other than lies. What is real to you may be true to others But alas, it may be fiction for some Though your views may be different from strangers, family, or even lovers, You’ll start to realize that all opinions mean nothing more or nothing less. While imagination works in many ways There are often times when it feels too real And there times when it’s nothing but a dream; It can last a lifetime or merely days. In truth, things are not what they may seem But with perspective, only if you want it to never change There are moments when it stays. PENCIL DRAWING Abby Berlage, The Princess of India Reneé Giron, Age 14, Palm Harbor Public Library –– 5 –– Watchers It was a mindless town in a mindless country in a mindless world. Its people were wandering aimlessly, not even aware enough to know that they were doing nothing, nothing, nothing. Just walking. Just breathing. Just going to work or school or play. Barely living, they lived, and loved, and worked, worked, worked. In another place in another time in another world, there were people who were trying to live, trying to break free, always failing but forever trying. But here... no longer did they fight, no longer did they try to push their heads above the surface. They just floated underneath in the water, letting it surround them, letting it comfort them as it slowly pulled them deeper and deeper. It was a pleasant life in a pleasant state of mind, but it wasn’t truth. It wasn’t living when you could not think for yourself, when you just “lived” instead of living. Breathing instead of acting. Sleeping instead of dreaming. But it was a mindless town in a mindless country in a mindless world. Its people wandered aimlessly, without hope. Until someone broke the surface. Don’t look down, don’t look down, can’t look down, won’t look down, not down. But, of course, she did. Everyone did. Everyone had to. You couldn’t stop it; every human had to look down, when they knew that they shouldn’t. They could tell themselves not to all they wanted, but, in the end, everyone looks. What she saw was nothing. That’s what they always saw (at first). Then, slowly, a light would start to shine in the blackness. (Blackness? No, it was deeper than that, much deeper. Nothingness, emptiness, not even a colour, not really.) The light would slowly start to get bigger, larger, warmer, until Hope filled the body of whoever was looking into it. Seeped into their very soul, it did. They would grin, cry, laugh, scream, completely Hopeful of what the light would bring. They didn’t know if it was good or bad, but to them, it didn’t matter. It broke the nothingness and therefore it was their saviour. The ones who Watched this happening, day in and day out, looked on with bored eyes. They knew what would happen, what would always happen. The people on the Wire would look down, see whatever it was that they saw, and then they would jump. Nothing to it. (The woman on the Wire didn’t disappoint: she jumped, too.) That was just what happened Here. But one was curious. He noticed things the others didn’t. He noticed that, when they jumped, they didn’t look panicked. They didn’t even seem to realise that they were falling. They were just happy, excited, to find whatever it was. Not one of the Watchers saw the light, they couldn’t, it was impossible for them. They who were without Hope, without ever having felt Hope or desired to feel it, could not see it, even if it was right in front of them. The curious one could not see it, either, for, while he was different, he was SHORT STORY Alexandra Rasdal, Age 15, Palm Harbor Public Library still a Watcher. (However, sometimes, when he was feeling particularly thoughtful, he thought he could see a tiny, faint glow in the distance when one more human fell. But then it was gone.) Erdyn, with a sigh, turned his golden eyes away from the scene of another being throwing itself into the air. Poor creature, he thought, shaking his large head. How foolish. “How are you, Atril?” he asked a passing Watcher, but it was just out of habit, for he knew exactly how the other was doing. He was doing the same as he had always been and always would be. “Same,” Atril replied and moved on. Erdyn nodded and went back to work. Something’s wrong, something’s wrong, this isn’t how it’s suppose to be, she thought, but her thoughts -were slow, sluggish, as if they didn’t want to be thought. They probably didn’t, for who would want to think such horrible thoughts? Her world was falling away from her and her mind was trying desperately to hold onto it. But it was failing. Surprisingly boring was the work of the Watchers. They Watched things, of course, like the Wire and the people on the Wire, but that was likewise dreadfully boring. The only interesting thing to Watch was the Dreams, and one only got to see those once in a very, very long time. The Dreams were the things the people on the Wire saw, before they jumped. An oddly imaginative bunch, those creatures, those humans. They pictured themselves as workers in various enterprises, as husbands and wives, as soldiers and generals. Then some would picture the most beautiful of things: Suns and stars, flowers and waterfalls, the sky and the rain. Erdyn had been to the Dreams once before, a thousand lifetimes ago, and he had seen something after the rain, something of colours coming to grace the sky. After listening in some more, he found the word for the beautiful sight: A rainbow. What a simple name for something so lovely, he thought, but after saying the word a few times, he found he liked it. For Erdyn, a very, very long time had passed and it was, once again, his turn at the Dreams. Smiling faintly - but only faintly, one must be serious when performing such a ceremony - he walked into the large, circular room. All around him rose high walls, with seats jutting out of them, all at the perfect angle to look down at the small Watcher. They were, too, glaring down at him as if he had done something wrong. All a part of the ceremony, he tried to reassure himself, though he knew They were glaring because They hated him being there. The Dreams were Their realm, not his, and, to Them, he had no business being there. However he was not going to let that stop him. Not from seeing those beautiful Dreams. With not another glance at Them, Erdyn walked to the middle of the room. There, in the exact centre, was a large bowl made of stone. It –– 6 –– was utterly unremarkable, cut from the same dark grey as the rest of Here. What made it extraordinary was what was inside the bowl: A glowing white liquid, like a thousand souls, swimming together. Pale, shimmering gas was let off by it and it had the sweetest of odours. It was said that if one stayed and breathed that substance in too long, they would go mad and become so addicted, they could not leave this place. Erdyn, thinking of Them and the odour, decided it was true. He bent over the bowl and looked inside. She screamed, she kicked, she flailed her arms, though she felt nothing. She could do nothing. Nothing was working, nothing, nothing, nothing. She wanted to quit - every part of her did - but something kept her moving. The thing that made her human: she could not stop before she knew the truth. And this - whatever this hazy state was - was not the truth. So she fought, and she fought, and she fought. Then she broke through the surface and she could breathe again. Erdyn jumped back as a girl burst through the Bowl. A moment ago, he had been watching the rain, waiting for a rainbow to come. Then the girl clouded the vision, coming closer and closer by the instant. Now she was there, gasping for breath, in front of him. “Who are you?” he asked, oddly calm. “Corinne,” she responded breathlessly. She eyed him for a moment, then her surroundings, and then - once she had full use of her lungs asked, “Who are you? And where am I?” “I am Erdyn. And you are Here.” “But where is ‘here’?” Erdyn shrugged. “Here.” While they were having this conversation, they were talking. Or, rather, yelling. This had never happened before, this wasn’t supposed to happen. It was obviously the Watcher’s fault, of course, but what to do with him and the girl. As Erdyn tried to explain their location, one of Them was saying they should dispose of them. But the Watcher could not hear him, because the Them could only be heard by other Them, which was probably a good thing, considering They rarely had anything to say worth saying. Time had passed. How much exactly was unclear, as most things Here were, but it was enough time to get things done. The Them did not have Their way - They rarely did - and Corinne and Erdyn lived to tell their tale. They never knew what exactly happened, but it kept happening, and soon there were humans in Here that were not on the Wire. And, suddenly. Here wasn’t so boring, for inconsistent Humans make things terribly interesting. Also, another thing happened: One day, after a long time, Corinne saw the light, the Hope, and followed it. And so did Erdyn, who followed it as well. The Beauty Behind It All POEM POEM Reconciliation Luke Schlachter, Age 16, Clearwater Public Library System Hunter Lindenberg, Grade 7, Clearwater Public Library System Noise and disorder. Everywhere. “Make it stop” I manage to stutter. Yet Chaos sustained. Voices closed around me like a cocoon. Feeling the anguish of my peers and their death congealed comments. Eating away at me like termite. Then I heed something. A very minute yet fine voice. It all stopped. The confusion, the embarrassment, the shame. I’m sorry. PHOTOGRAPHY The beauty behind it all, the scent from which it came; Thinking to pursue her, I thought, “How could I be with such a person”? The definition of Beauty What is it? Her wondrous scent sends me spinning, “How could I be with her?” What could I do? I pray and pray for some kind of answer. The nerves inside are uncontrollable. The complexion of her beautiful face; As natural is natural, her beauty is inexpressible. Set a-fire by love, I need the warmth of her heart to get me through. The personality she has, the unique features, the aurora of scent like no other. Like waves, I am washed over by her eyes in the way no other can express The love I feel. No one, I shall love more. The beauty behind it all. • Waterfall in Paradise Caitlyn Burnitis, Age 15, St. Petersburg Public Library PHOTOGRAPHY A View of Lake Huron from the Michigan-Canadian Border Meneka Wijesiriwardena, Age 12, Dunedin Public Library POEM Summer Sarah-Beth Jones, Age 18, Clearwater Public Library System she remembered the summer in degrees of heatheat of all kinds. the heat of the day, the heat of those fateful conversations, the heat of his body as they pressed together. it all added up in the end to a certain degree. the higher the degree, the more heat added together, the more memorable the day. the hot sand, the hot sun, his warm hands as he handed her a cool drink and lingered only just too long. the heat of her blush, the heat of his breath against her ear... she remembered the summer in degrees of heat. –– 7 –– POEM A Soldier’s Lullaby FICTION THE LITTLE CRANE Stephanie Massie, Age 11, Tarpon Springs Public Library Eve Halisky, Grade 11 Clearwater Public Library System Good comrade, your righteous duty is done Lay aside your rifle, the battle has been won The bugle sounds across the freed land Obey its summons, take victory by the hand Let him show you the country once laden in chains Let him praise you for the price of your pains But it all fades—your limbs are weary now He will let you rest, will let you lie Hear his trembling voice sing a tender lullaby Sleep comrade, your heroic job is done Close your eyes, the battle has been won Your goal is achieved, your struggles have ended Lay aside your rifle, rest your noble, weary head Sleep, comrade, sleep, the bugle is calling Close your eyes, thy Maker is waiting. PHOTOGRAPHY Gone Fishin’ Lexa Armstrong, Age 12, Dunedin Public Library PENCIL DRAWING Smile Now, Cry Later James Demetrius Battle,Jr., Age 14, Pinellas Park Public Library –– 8 –– SHORT STORY Hi, Hello, It’s Me Beth Mackenzie, Age 17, Palm Harbor Public Library I turn on the TV to find a report on another plastic surgery gone wrong. The face that fills the screen once belonged to the beautiful (as some would say) Angelina Jolie. I never found her to be all too attractive, but she looks far worse now. I guess you could say she resembles a filthy cat, with sores and bruises galore! The things people will do to make them fit the ever-changing mold of the norm. Booty boosts, breast pumps, eyebrow lifts, Botox; you name it, and I’m sure it’s been done. Pathetic, right? The name’s Smitt. Jenavecia Smitt. Proud 17 year old outcast, at your service. I sport the indie/alternative archetype. The tatty dirty-blonde hair, the ill-fitting quirky clothes; I’ve got it all down pat. Let’s just say I don’t follow the crowd. You play sports, I meditate. You get pedicures; I sleep for hours on end. I speak my mind, where as you are afraid. It’s this type of demeanor that has determined how society views me. It’s also this type of demeanor that has helped me produce how I view society. I know you’re just dying to hear it, so please, calm down because I’m going to tell you. The world is a Blob. This “Blob” encases the idea of what is the norm. As of right now, norm means perfection. Perfect hair, perfect face, and perfect slender body. Inside the, “Blob,” are all of its prisoners, split up into their own separate cliques. Preps, jocks, and even the potheads are captured inside. Meanwhile, on the outside, there are the people like me. The people shunned from society, the ones who roll with the punches (literally and figuratively). I don’t necessarily think everyone in the, “Blob,” is terrible, however. I actually feel bad for them. Some may be trapped and afraid of shying away from the people they’ve known as their, “friends.” They don’t realize that once you’re free, the whole world is open to you. I would know this. I was a part of the, “Blob,” once, but when middle school hit (yes, the “Blob” was there that early), things changed. I started “speaking out of line,” according to my now ex-best friend Lucy. I dressed differently, thought differently, and I was just different- To my dismay, Lucy sided with the exact people who I was going against. I couldn’t believe my own eyes. My best friend of seven years had too transformed and had become a part of the nefarious “Blob”. I wasn’t going to let myself dwell on her though. Friends come and go, but family is forever...right? ••••••••••• As you probably figured out, I’m not exactly the most popular kid in town, nor very well-liked. But I’m known. Probably not for anything good, either. At school, it’s just me and my best friend, Kendrick. Kendrick just may be the carbon copy of myself...except he’s not exactly a she. He could be fished out in a sea of many with his ridiculously long, dry, and dark brown hair and complementary pale skin. Don’t even get me started on his piercings. He has the nose, the eyebrow (twice), the spiderbites, the snakebites, and the ears up and down. Sadly, he’s got more elsewhere. His eyes can make anyone forget all the metal and holes in his face, though. They were a perfect mixture of purple and blue. Something about them just made you feel right. We met around six years back, when we entered sixth grade. According to Lucy, Kendrick was the one who “tainted” me. Lies, I say! (Even though it’s true). Every single Friday since we met, we’d ditch school halfway during the day and go to my house to watch whatever appealed to us. I enjoyed the series ‘The Untouchables”. It portrays the lives of different leaders in the mob, but Mr. Elliot Ness and his crew, stopped them every time. Kendrick preferred the movie “That Thing You Do,” both written and directed by Tom Hanks. Man, did he have a man-crush on that Mr. Hanks. ••••••••••• The school year was coming to a close, and I couldn’t be happier. I just had to get past the horrific event known as Prom. Last year, I was the joke of the whole event. (Some idiot dumped the punch bowl over my head). Somehow, my name appeared onto the ballot for Prom Queen this year. I find it extremely horrifying, but I know that won’t help me win. Which is what I want to do. I texted Kendrick immediately, telling him to meet at my house after school for an emergency campaign meeting. ••••••••••• “Are you serious?” Kendrick laughs as he paces. Expected. ‘You really want to run?” He paused. “Well...yeah. I mean just imagine if I won. What a riot that’d be!” I joke. “I didn’t think of it that way...” We sat in a deafening silence until Kendrick spoke again. “If we’re going to win, we need flyers...and a good artist,” Kendrick says as he holds a pencil up, smiling. ••••••••••• The next Monday, I was greeted in the school hallway with flyers in every nook and cranny. All of which had my name on them. As I got a closer look, each one had a different illustration. I owed Kendrick big time. One had a faerie with my face and read, “Let Jenavecia bring magic to our prom.” I tore it down and headed to my first class. When I walked in, Kendrick was sitting in my seat with that ridiculous smirk that made his piercings go haywire. “What is this crap?” I say as I slam the flyer onto the desk. “’Let Jenavecia bring magic to your prom?’ I’m certainly not going to win if the flyers say this!” Kendrick smiled. “I’m only an artist, Jenny,” Kendrick said with a toothy grin, “You’ll win. I promise.” “Says you.” We both looked at each other for a moment and then began to crack up. Our laughter was interrupted by Little Miss Lucy, making an announcement about prom. “Excusee meeeel” Lucy piped up in her annoyingly perfect voice. “As you all know, I’m running for this year’s Prom Queen!” I could feel her fake giddiness oozing through her skull. “So you guys should vote for me instead of Jenavecia. Kayyyy?” I glare at her. She flashed that overzealous smile that made my blood churn. Our eyes met, and that smile faded into a look of scorn. That persuaded me to stand up on my desk and look out to the classroom. “How many times has Lucy said something mean or started a rumor about you?” A good three quarters raised their hands. “Exactly. So why vote for the girl that always brings you down versus the girl who lets you be? You want to give her that power over us?” Silence. “Yeah, I didn’t think so.” With that I sat down, and I could feel Lucy’s eyes of hatred burn into the back of my skull. I have never felt so accomplished. Sixth period was judgment time. I just hope I said the right thing. ••••••••••• I nervously sat on the auditorium stage, watching student after student walk past me to cast their votes. Prom was tomorrow, and I couldn’t have been more of a wreck. After sitting through the worst sixth period ever, Kendrick and I walked to my house to prepare for tomorrow night’s festivities. “You, my dear, need a dress to wear,” Kendrick said in his best femme voice. He walked over to the closet and pulled out the one dress I hated most. It was a sky blue floor gown that snuggled my body tightly until the very top of my waist, where it then began to float away from my hips. It’s called a dropped waist, I believe. “You will look faaaaabulous in this one, dahling!” “Whatever,” I said unenthusiastically. “Buck up. Jenny! Tomorrow could be the first day of your life.” He was right. Tomorrow, I could become something, if anything. Either I could be seen as a hero, or as the freak who tried to conform but failed. I certainly hope it wasn’t the latter one. ••••••••••• Prom night. I stepped out of the limousine, as self-conscious as ever. The school looked spectacular. Banners, balloons, and students wandered around the courtyard. My dress dragged elegantly behind me as I walked into the biggest social event of my life. Once I entered, I was greeted by a multitude of students I had never even seen before, telling me how much they hoped I would win. Things were starting to look up. The night slowly dragged on, and we were all waiting for that big announcement. Balloons began to drop to the ground, and the guests were growing weary. Finally, the principal walked up on the makeshift stage to give away the crowns. “It was an extremely close race this year. Only one can make it on top, and that one is ——” BEEP. BEEP. BEEP. I jolted upright, startled by how bright it was. I hit the “snooze” button and shut my eyes, not yet ready for another day in the life of Jenavecia Smitt. –– 9 –– MOSAIC TEEN COUNTYWIDE PUBLICATION FALL 2010 • VOLUME 4 • ISSUE 1 A Publication of Pinellas Public Library Cooperative Clearwater Public Library System 100 N. Osceola Avenue Clearwater, FL 33755 (727) 562-4970 Dunedin Public Library 223 Douglas Avenue Dunedin, FL 34698 (727) 298-3080 East Lake Community Library Member Libraries Safety Harbor Public Library 101 Second Street N. 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